Pop! Goes My Heart

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Tadi pagi revise subject Psychiatry and Forensic.

One of the question is like this:

"A 23 year old female presents to the clinic complaining of low mood. she explains that she has always felt low, as if something was missing from her heart. other than that, she has no complaints, and her sleep and appetite are both healthy. she is able to keep her job and appears to be enjoying a reasonable social life."

What is the diagnosis?


And i was like.

Seriously.

Author ni kenal aku ke ape?

Haha.


Another question is this:

A 32 year old female is unable to walk following her sudden separation from her husband. She is now unable to walk unaided and requires a wheelchair, and her husband had agreed to visit her once a week to help her out. Neurological examination is inconsistent with her symptoms and investigations are normal.

What is the diagnosis?

In this case, that lady suffer a psychological disorder resulting from a tremendous stressful emotional state following the separation.

The situation makes me think, about why it always be the female that suffer the most when love diverged its way.

We can see it in everyday's life.

Kalau penceraian/kematian berlaku mesti senang je si husband cari ganti.

Kalau breakup, mesti si girlfren yg nangis2 hari rs emo nk mati.

Pastu si boyfren senang je dpt awek baru in split second.

(i tk mean kan kepada sesape pun, so tkyah emo).

Kenape ek agaknye?

Sebab perempuan kaum yang lemah dan beremosi?

Ke sebab lelaki kaum yang kuat dan ego?

Or its simply because the world has been designated that way.

Fikir2.

Taknk pun tkpe.

I said i wasnt gonna lose my head
But then Pop! Goes my heart
I wasnt gonna fall in love again
But then Pop! Goes my heart

:)

*I had a nice movie, jap food and ice cream for dinner~*

Tantrum di Pagi Hari.

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nk tidooooooooooo

seriyeslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

nk tdoooooooooo

tp ada study grupppppppppppppppp

pastu kena pergi warrdddddddddddddddddd

tk suke tk suke tk suke.

pastu kena kemas bilik.

pastu kena basuh baju sidai baju lipat baju.

mari mandi sekarang.

Dan Selamat Hari Lahir kepada Ai.

Friday The 13th.

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Hari ni sy pergi The Jakel.

Yang taja kain baju untuk konsert Siti kat Istana Budaya tu.

n kawen Ning hari tu.

ntah betul ntah tidak ejaannye.

tp best giler.

sbb ade mamat ni jadi personal shopper.

die siap bw round2 satu kompleks.

even dekat bilik yg eksklusif.

yang kain harga sgt mahal sy rs membazir.

terasa macam shopping kat Barneys.

walaupun tk pernah pun shopping kat Barneys.

-_-

tapi sy tk bli.

walaupun die bg diskaun hebat.

sbb bukan sy yg nk bertunang.

atau nk pergi majlis tunang.






A: Susah la exam2 ni. Kalau i tau i jadi housewife.
J: Tapi nanti jadi housewife lama2 bosan. Dahla tkde duit. Lain la suami kaya.
A: Eh, u punye bukan kaya kacak pemalu ke?
J: Dah hapus.
A: Dah hapus? Abis sekarang ni yg mcm mne pulak?
J: Sekarang ni i nk yang Beriman dan Bertaqwa. (dan lain2)
A: Hahahah.
J: Ketawa pulak. Betul la.

:p

*I mish Muncheet.*

Doodling in Radio.

While the other students were gawking at the awesomeness new technology of 3D image of human's bone which reconstructed from images taken by CT scan, i who apparently was sitting on the front row pretend to hear every words said by the lecturer doctor while scribbled this on my paper.

::Lala dengan annoyingnye telah menghighlightkan perkataan SIDE to sambil disertai senyuman mischievous itu. Huwa. i hate u. ::

I shot for the sky, I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I'm going to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it's coming down, down, down.

*Sometimes u need a dark environment to appreciate the light*

Forever and Always.

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So here's to everything.
Coming down to nothing.
Here's the silence.
That cuts me to the core.
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute.
But i dont anymore.

I stare at the phone. He still hasnt called.
You feel so low you cant feel nothing at all.
You flashback to when he said,

"...forever and always~"


(Taylor Swift)

*to you: this aint gonna be easy. but no matter how hard it is, how complicated the path i'm taking to make this happen, i'll hold on to it. my prayers with this.*

Surgery.

I like googling.

So today's issue is:

How To Have A Good Day/How To Make It A Good Day.
(Source: eHow.com)

1. Wake up and be grateful to God.
There is always something that u can be thankful for. Find it! Jangan lupa baca doa bangun tidur.

2. Smile.
It will increase your endorphin hormone. And it can spread good mood to other people. Muscle pun akan work less. Sebab less muscles are needed to smell compared to frown.

3. Look on the bright side.
Be positive. Terbalikkan aura negatif. Kalau ade benda buruk yg jadi, find the hikmah behind it. Kill ol the bad thoughts.

4. Surround yourself with good people.
Life is too short to spend time with people who bring your down. Baby are u down down down - Jay Sean. Screw all the annoying ppl. Jangan pandang pun.

5. Learn something new everyday.
Rasa tk bile belajar sesuatu tu ade perasaan yg bagus, perasaan lebih baik. Seriously learn new stuff. Tapi being medical student, benda ni tk susah kot. sebab hr2 kena belajar. tp mkin stress je.

6. Help people.
Be good and nice to people. Cuz when you do good, you feel good. Gi la tlg patient ape2, nurse ke doctor ke. Kindness breeds kindness. Tapi jgn smpai membebankan diri. And budak final year dont forget to teach budak third year, pesan Prof Shahrir. And i would say, i did eh prof. Tadi kat klinik. Kan kan kan. About Sjogren syndrome tu. Ok da merepek.

7. Eat good foods.
Eat a lot of fruits, veggies, chocs. And drink a lot of water. Kurang mkn berlemak. Sebab nanti malas.

8. Exercise.
At least 30 minutes daily. Can follow ward rounds consider as exercise? Brisk walking tu more than 30 minutes.

9. Solat.
Ni patut letak kat atas. tp website mat salleh tu tkde. Jangan tinggal solat 5 waktu especially Subuh. Moga dipermudah dapat rahmat Tuhan.

10. Trust in yourself.
Have faith to God and you. Keep repeating tell yourself it is going to be a good day. Tawakal.

OK?


And ye tadi saya kemas bilik. Huwee~

::Koo-ku and Fluffy::

Sy tk suke langsir itu.

tkpe. positif.positif.

And lupe nk ckp esk first day surgery.

Hope many more happiness come along with this posting.

Huwee.

*Lets pray for a better day tomorrow for you and me. But not you!. You're a jerk. Tapi kena baik ngn org. So i hope you have a good day tomorow to0.*

Sunday.

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Post 12 hour sleep.

and i still dont feel like get out of the bed.



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*I belong to you-Muse.*

Gold Digger.

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i am.

kot.

or i might ended up being one.

well, its true wat maya karin said about konsep nye sm je mcm org dulu2 kena kawin paksa.

mule2 memang tk suke, lama2 pasti suke. haha

n lagi satu,

Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?

How long will it lasts.

Byk je kan org divorce skang ni.

Kahwin sbb cinta juga.

tk kemana pun.

cinta manusia is not everlasting.

or forever wtfud.

At least if u kahwin sebab duit,

ade sumthing else yg will make u hepy.

hidup anak2 pasti terjamin.

Kalau ade duit plus cinta lagi bagus.

Tapi kalau cinta je tanpa duit.

Entahla.

Sekarang pun tk boleh percaya cinta.

Waktu suke, ckp la melambung2.

Dah tak suke, die cari lain.

Semua benda yg die janji pun da jadi memori yang terlupa.

Plus..

Kalau lelaki boleh kawin ngn perempuan sebab rupa,

Kenapa perempuan tk boleh kawin ngn lelaki sebab harta.

Sama je konsepnya.

Betul kan?


Tapi ini pendapat saya sekarang.

Ia mungkin berubah esok. lusa. tahun depan.

I dont know.

But for now, this is wat i think.


Akhir kata,

saya amat suka movie ini!




*I shud put it in my cita2 column waktu skola next to housewife.*

Chilling at Chilis.

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* It's two in one. Chill and hot. Im fine with both.*

Onkol.

Di satu malam yang hening, dan penat, dan terpaksa menjadi rajin di kala org laen berbaring2 dengan nyaman di tempat tidur..

Apakah yg sedang dilakukan oleh saya?

Cube teka..

Ya. x betul. Sy sedang menyediakan syringe untuk mengambil darah daripada patient's artery untuk melihat pH, oxygen dan carbon dioxide level as the patient was shortness of breath.

Jangan lupe ye kawan2, kena flush the shringe and needle dengan heparin. Jangan salah gune water for injection. Huhu.

Konsentrasi sepatutnye tkyah diperlukan pun tkpe.
Just flush flush flush.

Yay. Off to go to poke patient's artery.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Disamping itu, sementara menunggu new case naik ke ward dari A n E, tidak salah untuk mengambil gambar dengan patient yang tk leh tido.

This particular patient da admit kat ward for weeks. Lala yg jaga patient ni. Die ade high blood pressure at a very young age. Which is sgt memelikkan. So byk la investigations kena buat untuk find out the cause for his raise in blood pressure.

Beliau adalah amat peramah. Dan baik with everyone. Pagi2 tolong nurse cop borang x-ray. Siang jalan2. Malam pun jalan2. Pastu nanti boleh tnye die pasal update patient lain2.

"Ey you. Brape patient baru masuk ari ni? Bed mana?"

Semoga budak ini sehat cepat dan balik cepat. Dan surgery boleh buat ngn cepat. Weehoo~

*Mari bersama mendoakan supaya saya lebih pandai mengambil darah dengan cepat dan pain free seperti yang digembar gemburkan oleh uncle new case itu!*

Where Are You?

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Kelas after 5 pm.

Sementara menunggu Prof Supervisor datang untuk buat teaching class.

::Dgr Albert citer pasal kisah Honey and Lemon::

I did what I do best to fill up the time.

GIGAM-ing

dan Lala bertambah kegilaan dan saya remain cool:

::serius bunyi siren tu mengganggu fikiran ku::

*Hari yang sangat memenatkan~*