Happy New Year!

"HNY."

That's all in the message of this particular guy. I was like heny? Hany? Honey? Horny?

Ape salahnye tulis penuh. Message box kan tkde limit words. Ni sah generasi twitter. Kwang3x.

Anyway good morning yaw! Hari ni telah ku bangun awal seawal 6.14pagi menikmati udara pagi di Changkat setelah kota itu berparti sepanjang malam. Pasti nyenyak ketiduran pengunjung2 kelab tersebut pd pagi yg indah ini.

Seperti kebanyakan org, i also want to present my new year resolution to the world.

Jeng jeng jeng..

Azam 2012:

1. Solat 5 waktu.
Kedengaran seperti senang tp dengan pekerjaan yang memenatkan memang terasa kesedikitan kelalaian untuk menunaikan fardu. Cabaran yg terbesar pabila pulang dr double shift mlm2 yg dlm fikiran cume katil, katil, katil. Dan besoknye seperti yg telah dimimpikan akan la terlajak bangun ke tengahari dan impian bersubuh itu hanyalah menjadi impian. Selain tu bile patient ramai sangat nk kena attend, bukan solat je tk sempat, kencing makan pun tk smpt. The purpose to let the world know bukan ingin membangga berbuat dosa tetapi mengharapkan doa kalian supaya daku sentiase terjaga dan mempunyai kudrat untuk menunaikan yg wajib.

2. Khatam al-quran.
Keranenye semakin la hati ini gelap kurang sabar asik nk marah. Oleh itu ade baiknye juge cube2 la baca ayat Allah tu hari2. Banyak fadilatnye. Jadi lebih sabar, terang hati, murah rezeki, banyak pahala, disayangi Allah. Moh moh semua. Anyway, last khatam pun rs da bertahun2 lamanye.

3. Save duit.
Kerane duit adelah segala2nya di dunia seperti amalan baik di dunia adalah segala2nya di akhirat. Hehe. Dengan peningkatan gaji seperti yg telah dijanjikan kerajaan Malaysia di harap peningkatan saving juge bertambah. Dan saye menyasarkan untuk menyimpan 20k tahun ini. Mampukah anda? Mampukah saya? Mampu! Sekiranya stop la stalk groupon tu dik oi! Waaa. Im addicted to you! Don't you know, you're a toxic!

4. Minum air masak.
Ape la yg susah sgt nk stop minum air bergula. Ade org penah ckp ade bngla mati dlm mesin coke, ade org spread hiv dekat dlm air coke, still nk minum jugak. Coke adalah pilihan hatiku selamanya. Tomok minum tk kena HIV pong. Kalau kena diabetes sila la lecture diri sendiri.

5. Belajar memasak sehingga mahir.
Kerana ingin menjadi istri mithali yg memasak untuk suami dan anak2. Barulah keluarga bahagia, suami sayang, anak dengar ckp. So kat mane nk amik kelas ye? Google kan ado.

6. Belajar menjahit baju.
Kerane lagi sekali ingin menjadi isteri dan ibu mithali. Cam suke je tgk Melissa Maureen si isteri Malique tu jahit baju untuk anak die Inca Medina. Sgt talented. Tak caye gi stalk instagram die. smpai terasa kalau saya lelaki pun nk cari isteri mcm die. ;p

(smbung balik pukul 2pm td tertido)

7. Kurangkan makanan kfc sebagai makanan ruji.
Tp KFC tu kenyang and cepat sebab ade drive tru. Bile nk gi keje tu gi drive thru and then makan smbil drive. Smpai tinggal sendawa je. So multitasking chewah.. Tp tau dengab kehidupan yg sedentery begini tmbah dengan penggunaan air berkarbonated mengalir dalam badan boleh menyumbang memacam penyakit.
You do the doctor, do the math. Tp my math sucks since i became a doctor.

8. Tidak mencarut.
Walau ape pun berlaku. Walau stress mana. Walau penat mane. Walau annoying mabe relative patient tu. Walau susah mane nk dpt darah patient tu smpai die marah2 maki. Walau aggressive mane and dungunye mamat alcaholic itu, bersabarlah. Nk carutan sgt, try zikr. Feewit.

9. Tak mengumpat.
Wa ini sukar. Tak sengaje. Tk tahan nk simpan. Tk tahan nk dengar. Tolongla Ya Allah tutupkanla telingaku dan kuncikanla mulutku dr segala anasir jahat tp jgn la Engkau pekakkan telingaku dan butakan mataku. Aminn

10. Err. Umm. Exercise?
Waa even tulis pun buat rasa lemah seluruh badan. Tkpe try. at least once a month? Lgpun ni peluang keemasan nk beli kasut sukan baru ngeh ngeh ngeh.

Cukup la tu sepuluh.

Diharap 2012 akan menjadi hebat untuk ku. Ade sesuatu yg ingin aku kecapi. Bukan bukan pasal nk gi konsert avril. Tu memang ingin dikecapi lagi sekali. tp ini lebih besar. Biarlah ia menjadi rahsia ku dan Allah. Ecewah.

Okay mari memulakan hari.
Selamat tahun baru semua.
Selamat berusaha menjadi manusia yg lebih baik dari tahun lpas.

Jia you!!


P/s: my life theme song da bertukar. No longer taio cruz break your heart.;p

Goodbye 2011!

Hula. Asalamualaikum.

So here we are at the end of the year. The famous 31st december where most of the human beings will reminisce what they have done for the whole 2011. The mistakes, regrets are memories made. Ah tetibe lagu Adele pulak masuk. I myself would like to take time and muhasabah diri remembering the good deeds and sins i've made since January 2011 until today.

I started this year very badly with heart broke into pieces over the news that the person i was in love with, engaged with someone else. It was really bad that it changed me to the worst person i could be.

I felt devastated, betrayed, hopeless, depressed and all the negativity feelings in the world combined together. I stopped believe in love. And life. I forgot the purpose why i was brought into the life. I was angry with myself, everyone and God. I thought of suicidal most of the time. Only busy working life kept me sane.

I dated a lot of guys. I did it because i want to break their hearts. I thought it will satisfy me but it never did. I couldnt find peace. I became more miserable.

Along the way, i met all kind of guys. The good and the worst. None of the relationship means anything to me. To those people who i've hurt, i am deeply sorry. To lelaki paling jahat pernah aku jumpe i wish u will get burnt in hell because you deserve it. You know you deserve it. Hah. Emosi.

But after a while i get bored with playing hearts. So i quit. I spent most of the time with myself. I learnt to be independent. Until at one point, i find it comfortable eating alone, shop alone, watch movie alone. Huyeah. Thats when i rise. And rise. The lamb transformed into lion. (quote dr robin hood)

I started to accept the fact that im not destined to be with him. And when he finally married in July, i myself surprised i did not shed a single tear.

2011 is the year i started using foul language verbally. I cursed so much that it had replace my Zikr and prayers in daily life. It was the darkest time of my life. I became rude impatient arrogant people.

2011 is also the year i become a selfish person. My aim was to seek happiness. I want nothing but my own happiness. I did not bother to care for other people's heart. And i get rid of those people who hurt me. I dont see the point keeping people who always put me down. Somehow, it works. I manage to find back the serenity.

Although it started with bumpy and rocky road, It slowly gets better with time. I manage to find many good friends in hospital. With their help i regained back my power to live. I tried to reach to God again. Slowly.

I had plenty of good times spent with my friends. The trip to Bangkok, Singapore. All the amazing dinner at Tony Romas, Ben's, Chilis, the hotels. Did Bungee jumping! Met few guys who are sincere. Sadly my heart is only for myself.

I learnt a lot at hospital. The career is going well. I get to do so many cool stuff insert line in baby, old ppl, assisst operation, etc. I met variety of people. And when i see sick people, i feel lucky that i am still alive and healthy. It is good that my times are fully used at work so by the time i reach home i am too exhausted to be sad.

Not to forget the awesome raya with big family. And lots and lots of wedding to attend. My first and last time of being bridesmaid also happen in 2011. Plenty of happiness.

Reaching to the end of the year, i became more stable. And contented again with life. I tried to accept the fate as it is. And get rid of all the negativity in life. I train myself to become more patient, train my emotion to become more stable. I become happier.

So now despite all the lubang2 road at early of the year. I learnt a lot. like a lot. I do still have trust issue but i believe it will fades away with time. And hope much bigger fortune awaits for me next year. Huyeah.

Nuff repeks.

The End.

Sleep.

Sleep is very important. It helps ur body to recharge your energy. Helps your skin to revitalize so it wont wrinkle. It helps all your muscle to relax. Helps your brain to stop thinking for a while. Mengelak hati berbuat dosa. Ape aku merepek ni.

Anyway, sejak berkerja di Emergency Department Hkl yg well known sentiase menerima kunjungan manusia sejagat setiap hari. Mcm ade open house/konsert rock/megasale, hari2 penuh. Ditambah dengan waktu berkerja yang dibahagi kepada 3 shift system, pagi, petang, mlm menyebabkan sleepzone da haywired. So terjadi la peristiwa bangun lewat di pagi hari. Tido pukul 4ptg bgn kul 12 mlm. Tk blh tdo kul 1 pagi tdo kul 4 pg. Bgn 11 pg gi keje kul 3 ptg. Smpai2 kadang konfuse pagi ke mlm. Hari tk pyh ckp la. Ahad n isnin da tk blh beza. A good thing about it no Monday blues sbb hari2 pun da blues. Har har harun.

Mcm hr ni keje pagi. Nasib bgn pagi td setelah sekian lame keje mlm tk bgn pg. Balik penat trus tdo until 9pm. Sekarang da tk blh tdo. Naseb tk keje pgi esk kalau tk naye tk bgn. Esk keje mlm at 10pm until the next morning. Pastu baru tdo. See complicated kan. Kan. Pastu ade hati patient2 dtg hosp x sbr tunggu giliran nk bising2. I pang kang.

So fhm2 je la kalau tetibe npk muke lesu tk bermaye. Tdo siang hari cm bertahajud bersungguh mlm hari. Atau natural eyebag ku bertmbah besar dr hari ke hari.

Atau seperti gmbr dibawah:

Moo moo caught sleeping in a restaurant at noon after night shift.

Tak thn dowh. Rs hangover. Rs terapung2 terawang2.

K better sleep now. Supaya esk blh subuh. Ngeh. Mari carik all pills yg ade side effect 'caution:can cause drowsiness'.

Bye. Nite. Salam. <3

Eleven.

I used to love number eleven.
I always thought it is my lucky number.
Don't you remember?

All our dates are on eleventh.
We celebrate happy eleventh.
Don't you remember?

When you brought me back to your house,
I was surprised to know your house number is eleven.
I did not take it as a coincidence.
I thought it was a sign.
Guess i was wrong.

Today could be our day.
But plan was all that we did.
If God do not permit, never will it happen.

Apart from everything that happened,
I want you to know that i am happy for you
As much as i am happy for myself now.

Tq for everything.

Happy Eleventh.



P/s: i love adele's song esp this one. I love original. But the cover ppl made in youtube is not that bad either. :)

Melayang.

Inginkan perhatian seperti artis? Sila lah bawa layang2 pegi mane2 taman tasik yg jarang org main layang2 kerna takde angin kuat dan garang. Sungguh popular sekali menjadi tumpuan anak2 kecil, ibu bape, rakan sebaye, mat rempit.

"ma, layang2. Ayah! Nk layang2!"
"adik, tgk tu layang2"
"pst.pst. Layang2.. "
"nk men layang2 kt mane tu adik manis"

Sungguh popular sekali. Kalah artis.

Tp mlg sekali luck bon kerna setiap kali gi men layang2 dgn die mesti angin sepoi2 bahasa seperti nk berjiwa romantik je. So terpaksalah fatin teman baikku di hospital berusaha lebih hangat drpd biasa utk buat layang2 ku terbang tinggi di awan. Tetepi ternyata kite hanye merancang tuhan yg menentukan. so jadilah permainan layang2 bertukar menjadi permainan pegang belon berjalan2 sbb layang2 terbang cume 3 meter drpd paras bumi.

Still we had fun. Jalan2 di tasik menikmati pemandangan. Ade pelangi okay buatku ingin buat konsert nidji kat situ nyanyi lagu laskar pelangi. Atau nyanyi lagu somewhere over the rainbow sky so blue..

Ok. Lets see the beautiful faces. Pakailah olay yg ade spf utk melindungi muke gelap terkena sinaran matahari hangat.

Bye~~

Change.

The time is finally here. To change. For better. Eceh.

As many of you may know (or nt know) i am a loyal user of Olay. Gune pencuci olay. Gune cream olay. I started using the cream Olay White Radiance since i'm 20 years old (rase2nye la teke je huk huk). Waktu tu kan muke celoreng moreng gelap wktu tgh kuat exercise eceh konon. So pakai olay kunun nk putih macam snow white la. N so far memang takde masalah with olay. Kulit semakin cerah. Tkde jerawat. Tk tau la memang kulit jenis yg sukar didiami jerawat atau olay memang ade essence anti jerawat. Suke pakai sebab tekstur die yg tk berminyak n bau die yg harum. N takyah pakai bedak lepas tu pun tape.

Smpai satu saat tu tetibe garnier muncul. Tergugat jugak dgn artis2 yg jadi jurucakap garnier. Tetapi somehow i dont like la the tekstur facial wash die n the cream. Die tak foamy2. So semakin susah mati la menjadi peminat olay.

Berbalik kepada tajuk perbincangan, sejak menggunakan olay bertahun lalu, i hv made a pact with myself untuk bertukar kepada olay total effect yg mempunyai keistimewaan 7 anti penuaan, pabila diriku mencecah ke usia 25 tahun heceh. Kenape ntah ade target cmtu. Even npk Hannah rumet uni dulu da pakai total effect pade umur 22 pun tk tergugat nk tukar. Hehe.

So kerane tahun ni da umur 25 tahun pade ogos lepas. Make bertukarla muke mendapat perlindungan cream dr Olay Total Effect. Semoga muke berasa bahagia dgn perlindungan dr kak long baru.

Tetapi kenape bertukar sekarang di bulan november bukan di bulan ogos? Ini adalah kerana:
1. I like november. (nk kawen bulan november)
2. Sbb baru bulan ni cream olay radiance da abes.
3. Sbb guardian tetibe ade buat promotion discount untuk Olay Total White
4. Sbb baru teringat da umur 25 n kena tukar cream.

Dan yg best about Olay is die tahan lame. Dulu waktu uni selalu bandingkan relationship dgn Olay cream. Relationship A bertahan selama 1 bottle cream Olay. Relationship B bertahan selame 2 bottle cream Olay. Maksudnye saye sayangkan B lebih dari A sbb tu lebih lame.

Olay total effect ni baru pakai sehari so tkleh nk comment lebih2. So far so good. Cm light2 je cream die. Hannah pun dulu kate best, good review.

Sebelum mengundur diri, terima kasih la baca post yg agak merepek ni ye. Biasela bile govt da kurangkan mase berkerja dokter, bykla mase trbuang dengan merepek. Bace la ye 7 anti penuaan yg dikatekan ade kt total effect Olay tu. Nak tgk keberkesanannye tunggula lg 50 tahun akan dtg, kalau hidup lagi insyaAllah i post my latest photo so u can judge yourself.

K bye!

P/s: tk dpt claim pun dr olay buat artikel cenggini.

P/s/s: nanti umur 40 nak tukar skII pulak.

Penimbunan Lemak.

1. Tony romas. Craving for ribs.
2. Seafood place tepi jalan. Anwar yg bw. Nasib sedap.
3. Cozy House at Great Eastern Mall. Thai food die superb.

Buat hati rase guilty dan kecewa dgn diri sendiri sbb semakin ketat seluar jeans.

Waa.

Luckily ade mekanisme otomatik akan ngantuk bile kenyang terlampau. So that tk larat nk meneruskan pemakanan.

Alhamdulillah di atas rezeki Mu ya Tuhan.

Tq pada yang membayar. Murah rezeki kau. Jyeah.

Sepetang berlayang2.

I had quite a bad day the day before. Blur with the new rotation in emergency department. Had some arguments with friends. So i decided to go play kite dekat kepong. Wee.

Lucky ade Bon Bon to teman.

This is the third time i come here. Unfortunately this time angin cume sepoi2 bahasa. So terpaksalah memakse bon berlari dgn lebih hebat smpai berpeluh untuk menerbangkan layang2. Muahaha. Tp cuaca tetap tidak mengizinkan. So jadilah dlm history permainan layang2 tersingkat dalam hidup. We hang around 20 minutes before i decide Bon da cukup exercise for the day. Haha.

Next we headed to cineleisure tman Bon tgk Reel Steel. Give and take la kan. Die teman main layang2, i teman tgk muvie. Walaupun da tgk. Ngeh.

Somehow everytime naik kereta dgn Bon mesti jln jem. Nk gi kepong jln jem, nk pegi curve jln jem, nk balik jalan jem. Aura jem kuat gile. Hoho. Terpaksa la jadi kanak2 ribena dlm kereta. Terima kasih Bon kasi i buat kete u cm kete sendiri.

Mood menjadi okay by the end of the day.

Muchas gracias amigo!

Spa!!!

Finally the last day of holiday, well spent with visit to beauty salon to pamper my body with the girls.

I found the promotion of Roseanne beauty salon at the groupon.my website. They are selling a voucher of rm240 at the price of rm55. Watlu okay! The package comprises of 1 hour scrub and jacuzi + 1 hr full body massage.

I bought it few days before i finished my surgical rotation. I bought 4 vouchers so that i can go with the ladies, wani lala and atil. It is totally the most right decision i ever made i life. Heceh. Total worth it.

At first i booked it for 4 person at the afternoon. However one of the salon worker took el, so they can only do two person at once. Bummer. But still i had a wondeeful experience there with Lala.

With the help of my google maps, i manage to find the place at damansara. Reach there with flying colours.

It started with full body scrub for around 40 minutes. It was good. Removing all the dirts on your body. Then 20 minutes of soaking myself in a big jacuzzi. Took a shower in amazing shower box. Proceed with abdominal candling and massage to remove the wind. Ended with another hour of full body massage. I was trying hard to sustain the pain. Waahaha. The masseus asked me several times to relax my body. It reminds me of situation i had at the hosp, ask patient to relax while im doing digital rectal examination on them. Huhu.

Lala and i had great conversation along the process. Lots of catching up to do. We talked about her lovelife, the wedding and her concerns on certain issues. Don't think much about it la, girl. We also talk about my love life and when shud i settle down. Well, nobody masuk meminang yet, wattodo.

At the end of the session they served us with a tea. I dnt knw what tea is that but tastes quite good. The best part they even have a hairdryer so i dnt go hme with a wet hair.

Then after the spa session while waiting atel n wani to finish, i had another BR moments for the third time this week. I chose low fat ice crean. Yummeh. Peanut butter n choc + rasbery cheese.

Later we are joined by wani and atel. After the dessert, we watched What's Her Number.
Third time for me.

All i can say is it's a wonderful experience at the spa and the day is well spent with the loveable darlings.

:)

Eat. Eat. Eat.

Last day of Iffah in kuala lumpur.

Bw die mkn kt ikea. Meatballs. Meatballs. We picked lots of food that i need to finish it in 2 rounds. Solat zuhur in between. Pastu jalan2 shopping tingkap di ikea. Santek brg2 tp amatla tidak berkemampuan untuk menukang. Dr situ juga impian utk berkahwin dgn carpenter timbul.

Then, watched what's her number for second time. Had BR moment since it was the Pink Day.

For dinner, i had a korean cuisine at this place called B Station near Ampang. A vey cosy place. It is owned by a korean family. Beautiful place for a date. They have sweet words written on the walls. White furnitures. Cute tiny bears on the shelves. Polaroid trees. They even provide comics to read while waiting for the food. But sadly to say, the foods are so so.

And i have a new iphone cover!! Yeeha. Thank you to you!

Genting on Tuesday.

Day 4 of holiday.
The plan of the day is take Iffah and Irma to Genting. Shian ta penah pegi. Ngeh ngeh.

The day started with me mengharungi morning traffic di jalan ampang to pick up Irma's lil bro. Ponteng skola ye. Felt so shitty and stress level was 7/10. Menghabiskan masa menggeliat and yawning and singing.

Pick up adik Irma. Say hi hi bye bye to atok irma yg comel n siap bekalkan sebotol kerepek ubi yg shedap gile. Park dkt nearest putra station. And off to genting.

Too bad skyway was under maintenance for the whole week. Tk dpt ipah nk merase. Ngeh. Ngeh.

But we did have fun up there. It was cold and nt too crowded. We took the shots at space shot, screwed by cockscrew, ride the boat at the boaring dinasour land, eat hot rolls, took few photos.

Irma was damn lucky. She won a big teddy at first try dekat games booth. Cool.

Somehow i did nt play much up there. Guess im getting old n dunno hw to have fun anymore or maybe genting is just getting boring these day. It doesnt change much since my previous visits.

The day is ended by dinner at murni with roy and his mazda. And me passed out in his car for the whole journey back home.

Hihi. One hell of tiring but fun day. :)